It's raining

The cold outside is creeping in

To the house, to the bed, to the heart

Where are you?

Trying to be strong is so hard

Sometimes I just

Want to stay still

Do nothing

Think nothing

Feel nothing

But it hurts more with doing that

It breaks my heart

When I open my eyes and see

Whom I turned to be

You are my only light

And I lost it

Nobody's to blame but me.